Kisala

what do you see when you look at me? not just see, tho every sense of the word what do you actually see? my flaws my traits my quirks my sparks what makes me who I am in your eyes what makes me real to you I don't want to hear the good things nothing but "positive reinforcement" I want to hear the truth I want to hear your mind speak for yourself I know I'm not perfect I don't claim to be if you think I did, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to so go ahead, tell me, show me what you see through your eyes paint me a picture of the person you see in me

how do you remember me? the way I remember you? do you remember my eyes, or my smile? do you remember my laugh? do you remember me how I was? or do you think of me how I am now me, a different me than you knew. do you regret no longer knowing me like you once did? are you sorry to not have seen the changes - to be part of them - to have changed with me? I know you've changed, I can look back and see how much you have but do you think about it the way I do? do you think about me, and how I was, and wish we didn't have to change? will you accept the changed me? will you allow me back in, even though I'm not what I was before? o

I thought of you today; thought of you, and smiled. I wish you were here with me or I with you it's getting hard to remember your face on my own I have to concentrate, close my eyes, breathe, and think it's not a good thing, never a good thing I can remember the things I remember best - your eyes your smile your laugh you it's like a dream, something that is starting to feel less and less real it's beginning to fade and I'm scared you said we would stay here together you wouldn't leave me unless I asked but you are leaving me you are, and it's not even your fault I'm scared, love it's so easy for me to forget, even when I

we can start over. almost over. you know me, and I know you. we have our memories, and our secrets. but this is a new day, and a new era. and we can make it whatever we want. will you stay with me here? will you watch the dawn of this new thing with me? I hope you will you're part of it, after all, part of the lifeblood and the heartbeat and the very essence of its soul oh won't you stand here at my side and watch this thing come to be? we can make it whatever we want it will be magnificent, you'll see but only if you stay here and watch it with me

so now you know the truth the reason behind my tears and sighs it hurts to be here in this place but if I had the chance, I'd stay again please don't send me away don't tell me there's nothing for me here I could survive everything else that would surely kill me please can you just let me love you? I promise I won't ask anymore of you just let me love you let me stay here warm safe loved that's not too much to ask, is it? I'll keep my dreams to myself you won't have to entertain my thoughts just let me stay, please? I know it will hurt I know my heart will break over and over the pieces getting smaller harder to pick u

I'm sorry I'm so alone. I'm sorry I'm so isolated here. I try not to be, I try so hard. But in the end, silence comes slinking back, reminding me that I am on my own. You found me once, cocooned in solitude this way. What did you find there? A furiously aching heart, fighting to find that next beat. Tears ring my lashes, chilled by night breezes that serve only to remind me of your breath and your smell and how I miss you so. The poet in my heart cries out, hoping praying someone, please hear me someone, please hear my heart and hold it close. Don't let it break anymore. Don't let it hurt when it shouldn't. I can't co

Crack! A smattering of laughter and applause broke out as the girl grinned over her fallen opponent, before reaching out a hand and helping him back to his feet. Her black eyes shone, the star in their depths almost brighter than the sun. Again she took her place as another stepped forth to challenge her. The star increased intensity until white light was the iris in the black. She moved to the attack. "Lady Jayl!" the staff flew out of the girls hand as she was caught off-guard and turned to see who called her name. The messenger raced towards her, and gave a respectful bow. "My lady, the diplomatic party from Aclavai has arrived. His Lord